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I didnt even realize ..

I got a 90 on my midterm for my pharmacology class i am taking .. it is a really hard course and trying to remember all the drugs their class, how they work, side effects, what they cant be taken with is REALLY difficult .. I am absolutely shocked on how well i did. I really have been putting alot of effort into my school work .. maybe it's my meds .. or maye it's my drive .. or maybe it's just pure luck .. I'm not sure but whatever it is .. it is working. I am in shock i want to cry .. i want to run around and scream becasue i thought i did horrible on it .. but i guess all my hard work is paying off.

On a sad note .. a former co-worker of mine passed away yesterday after her long battle with breast cancer. Her name was Brenda Mastrangelo. She was a extremely nice and giving person. She made the best desserts .. she was always there for a laugh and to help out. I am sad she is gone. The world lost a really nice woman. On her FB her status said before she passed was "checking in status = heaven <3" it is really amazing that she just knew she was done .. her daughter wrote "it's okay mom i am right here with you .. you can let go" .. her daughter FB pic is of them holding hands .. it was so sad. She really was a good person. RIP .. fly on butterfly.

okay now i am offically sad .. i have to go look up some stuff and shower .. then i need to transfer my tomato plants to new pots .. they are doing so well! Never had a knack for plants but i am doing okay with these! I feel accomplished by doing this .. like i can nuture something .. okay now i wanna go get a hamster .. i need a pet.

okay shower and stuff .. adios.

oh ya .. sexyness lol

i love laying in my bed with nothing but a tshirt and underwear on with the fan and the ac going .. it's hot!

i dont give a fuck

i am so sick to death of the human race .. so everyone can just fuck off and go jump off a cliff .. i dont wanna hear any whinning or bitching or crying or poor me .. i am so sick of it .. so fuck off people .. i hate everyone today .. you can all go to hell ..


not enough time.

this weekend sucked so bad at work .. i got yelled at for something that isnt even my job. Running groups or making sure they happen on the weekends is NOT my responsability! It's not fair that there are 2 other MHA's that can do their job and make sure things get done .. and ya they may look to me as a leader when danielle isnt around but fuck man i am not getting paid enough to boss people around .. they are their own people are are capable of doing thier jobs so really it's not my fault and i shouldnt be yelled at for it!

Also i got my yearly review .. apparently i am a negative person. And this shouldnt bother me .. but for some reason it does .. perhaps it's because i dont see myself that way .. i think i am more realistic than anything .. ya know .. not all reality is peaches and cream *now i have that song stuck in my head damnit* i dunno .. whatevs .. i tried having a more "positive approach" to things today but it made me wanna crawl out of my skin and people looked at me funny .. lol

Last night i saw missa *big smile* we smoked up together and i was pretty stoned off of like 4 or 5 hits. We had a good time talking and watching a movie .. whatever the fuck the movie ewas i have not a clue it was just kind on after queen of the damned .. kissing her is always so amazing .. she is such a good kisser and .. rawr .. yea .. *bites lower lip* I can't wait to see her again .. *grins*

October is just around the corner .. where did september go? Really i have no idea where the time went this month! This also means my birthday is coming soon! I get to go see Ani Difranco cuz she is playing in massachusetts (newbedford) on my fucking birthday! hell ya! And and and .. i get to go with missa and i am spending the night YAY!!!!!! I just gotta tell my moms that we can do dinner the day after my birtday or the day before .. cuz ya know .. family things.

i am also looking forward to halloween! I dont know what i am gonna be since i couldnt get the michael jackson outfit i wanted .. it's proving to be more of a hassle than anything .. i took a quiz on FB the other day and it said i should be a unicorn and Maria thinks it's a fabulous idea! I am still going with possibly a naughty nurse .. then again who knows.

and i'm off

going to kentucky tomorrow .. be back wednesday!


well for halloween this year i was going to be a naughty nurse since i got into school and all .. but now i want to be michael jackson and i will dress like him from the lil video of moonwalker and the part where they play smooth criminal since it is my favorite song by him


so ya .. those are my plans .. me and tracey are going to thrift stores to find a few things for the outfit .. i'm hoping to find some things.

any ideas on where to get some of the stuff for cheap? Or the name of the shoe type he's wearing?

i have a burning question

when i was a kid there was a movie that had a huge dragon in it (no not pete's dragon either) it was created in a warehouse/brick building type thing and it would come to life only when this boy came around and it would talk to him .. i have no idea the name of this movie or anything .. anyone can you PLEASE help me figure this out?!?!?!?


i have the BIGGEST blind zit on my chin!!!! it's about the size of a nickle!!!! omg it needs to go away before sunday (me and missa have a date to watch the pats game) .. right next to it is a pea size one as well .. they hurt sooooo bad .. anyone know how to get rid of them without fucking up my face?!?!?!??!

question for ya

what do you do for fun on a date? like something different.

you must watch .. omg .. so powerful!