this weekend sucked so bad at work .. i got yelled at for something that isnt even my job. Running groups or making sure they happen on the weekends is NOT my responsability! It's not fair that there are 2 other MHA's that can do their job and make sure things get done .. and ya they may look to me as a leader when danielle isnt around but fuck man i am not getting paid enough to boss people around .. they are their own people are are capable of doing thier jobs so really it's not my fault and i shouldnt be yelled at for it!

Also i got my yearly review .. apparently i am a negative person. And this shouldnt bother me .. but for some reason it does .. perhaps it's because i dont see myself that way .. i think i am more realistic than anything .. ya know .. not all reality is peaches and cream *now i have that song stuck in my head damnit* i dunno .. whatevs .. i tried having a more "positive approach" to things today but it made me wanna crawl out of my skin and people looked at me funny .. lol

Last night i saw missa *big smile* we smoked up together and i was pretty stoned off of like 4 or 5 hits. We had a good time talking and watching a movie .. whatever the fuck the movie ewas i have not a clue it was just kind on after queen of the damned .. kissing her is always so amazing .. she is such a good kisser and .. rawr .. yea .. *bites lower lip* I can't wait to see her again .. *grins*

October is just around the corner .. where did september go? Really i have no idea where the time went this month! This also means my birthday is coming soon! I get to go see Ani Difranco cuz she is playing in massachusetts (newbedford) on my fucking birthday! hell ya! And and and .. i get to go with missa and i am spending the night YAY!!!!!! I just gotta tell my moms that we can do dinner the day after my birtday or the day before .. cuz ya know .. family things.

i am also looking forward to halloween! I dont know what i am gonna be since i couldnt get the michael jackson outfit i wanted .. it's proving to be more of a hassle than anything .. i took a quiz on FB the other day and it said i should be a unicorn and Maria thinks it's a fabulous idea! I am still going with possibly a naughty nurse .. then again who knows.

going to kentucky tomorrow .. be back wednesday!

well for halloween this year i was going to be a naughty nurse since i got into school and all .. but now i want to be michael jackson and i will dress like him from the lil video of moonwalker and the part where they play smooth criminal since it is my favorite song by him

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PmN0dwDR1wo

so ya .. those are my plans .. me and tracey are going to thrift stores to find a few things for the outfit .. i'm hoping to find some things.

any ideas on where to get some of the stuff for cheap? Or the name of the shoe type he's wearing?

when i was a kid there was a movie that had a huge dragon in it (no not pete's dragon either) it was created in a warehouse/brick building type thing and it would come to life only when this boy came around and it would talk to him .. i have no idea the name of this movie or anything .. anyone can you PLEASE help me figure this out?!?!?!?

i have the BIGGEST blind zit on my chin!!!! it's about the size of a nickle!!!! omg it needs to go away before sunday (me and missa have a date to watch the pats game) .. right next to it is a pea size one as well .. they hurt sooooo bad .. anyone know how to get rid of them without fucking up my face?!?!?!??!

what do you do for fun on a date? like something different.

so i am trying to download new songs to my ipod that are good workout-ish type songs to listen to .. something that will pump me up and stuff .. suggestions needed!

i met her today up at dean .. she's cute .. nice .. funny as all hell .. AND .. she wants to see me again .. i only got to see her for like an hour today but we got coffee and talked .. she's a good person .. i can tell. Next we are going for drinks and a movie .. i REALLY wanna see P.S i love you but i dont know if its in theaters anymore .. gonna have to check on that one. Otherwise i think we might see alvin and the chipmunks cuz i need to relive my childhood! She is 23, classified as softbutch, fohawk hair, blue eyes, and has like 2 tats .. she's really cool .. i like her so far .. so we shall see!

this is scary

lets see if it works....

I am taking the bait -
what do I have to lose right?



Hope it works!


Supposedly The Phone Will Ring
Right After You Do This.


Just read the little stories and
think of a wish as you scroll all
the way to the bottom. There is
a message there - then make your
wish.




No attachment on this one.



Stories

I'm 13 years old, and I wished
that my dad would come home from
the army, because he'd been having
problems with his heart and right
leg. It was 2:53 p.m . When I made
my wish. At 3:07 p.m. (14 minutes
later), the doorbell rang, and
there my Dad was, luggage and all!!





I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been
having trouble in my job and on the
verge of quitting. I made a simple
wish that my boss would get a new
job. That was at 1:35 and at 2:55
there was an announcement that he
was promoted and was leaving for
another city. Believe me...this
really works!!!


My name is Ann and I am 45 years
of age. I had always been single
and had been hoping to get into a
nice, loving relationship for many
years. While kind of daydreaming
(and right after receiving this email)
I wished that a quality person would
finally come into my life. That was at
9:10 AM on a Tuesday. At 9:55 AM
a FedEx delivery man came into my
office.He was cute, polite and
could not stop smiling at me. He
started coming back almost everyday
(even without packages) and asked me
out a week later. We married 6
months later and now have been
happily married for 2 years.



What a great email it was!!


Just scroll down to the end, but
while you do, think of a wish.
Make your wish when you have completed
scrolling. Whatever age you are, is the
number of minutes it will take for your
wish to come true. ex.you are 25 years
old, it will take 25 minutes for your wish
to come true).


However, if you don't send this to
people in 5 minutes, you will have bad
luck for years!!



Go for it!!!

SCROLL DOWN!!!!



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STOP!!!



Congratulations!!! Your wish will
now come true in your age minutes.



Now follow this carefully....it
can be very rewarding!!!!


If you repost this within the next 5 min.
something major that you've been wanting
will happen.



This is scary!



The phone will ring right after you repost as "Cell Phone Trick"

so since my bed has a spring poking me when i sit on the edge .. my mom and i are going bed shopping tomorrow .. i havent had a new bed in .. well .. over a decade!

any suggestions on what type of bed i should get? i am going to jordan furniture

so it's 4:05am .. i am laying here in bed .. dunno why i am awake .. but i am .. i have a new icon .. i love it.

i felt the need to let people know that it's 4am .. and i am awake .. now i am going to attempt to go back to sleep.

getting this blanket at hot topic totally made my fucking day!

so my best friend is getting married in about a year and a half to 2 years .. i'm in the wedding party .. problem is .. the dresses she is picking are all fucking strapless! Now for you people who dont know me personally .. umm .. i have HUGE boobs! i'm so fucking screwed! i'm going to be falling out of the dress .. so it's either i'm fucked or i have to loose a shit load of weight! And of course my OVERLY supportive mother says you need to loose the weight .. wonderful .. now i have to join a gym and find someone to go with me! this fucking sucks! i hate diets and i hate going to the gym alone! FUCK!

i'm stressed!

anyways .. i am heading out with my mom for a mother daughter bonding day. Getting a new outfit for the party at pam's tomorrow (my boss) should be a fun time .. i've heard that those parties are a great time! Plus danielle is gonna be there .. ya never know what will happen with alcohol and a crush may lead to .. so we shall see what happens. I'm excited for tomorrow .. i love pam's house .. so beautiful!

out .. peace

happy freaking halloween!!!

happy amy got a new fucking car day!!!

pics of my new baby (03 corolla sport) will come soon!!!

*SQUEE*

i'll dig myself a little hole inside your precious heart

mr. miyagi has been suffering for a few days now .. she has had a few strokes and couldnt use her back legs .. i woke this morning to find her laying in her box .. she had finally passed away .. she was a little over 3 years old .. rest in peace my friend .. i love you